Monday, July 30, 2007

I feel soooo

stupid lately. I swear I must come off like a complete moron. I think I've got so many things going on in my brain I cannot hold onto information.For instance, I asked how my Mel's daughter was doing , do I remember....NO. Its a sign of early Alziemer's isn't it? Good God,I am turning into my mom. She didn't tell me it starts so early. She didn't tell me it starts so early. Ha Ha I am kidding . Its not that bad yet.
We went to the park today with Mel and her kids and Tam and her kids. We had fun but there is no time for the mom's to catch up.And with me having 20 conversations with myself a minute its kinda hard to talk to anyone besides Skylie because she's used to me.
Over the weekend we went to another park for a Guatling Playdate. It was so cool to see all the beautiful kids of all different ages in one place.I told Ralph that I love hanging out with these families but it always makes me want more.I see Sky with younger kids and she is so cute with them. I want her to have a sibling, but that gut feeling tells me to wait for a biological. I know that seems selfish but I can't shake that feeling so until it happens or it goes away we will wait.
It was my neice Kate's first birthday party as well. Skylar and Kate are soul mates. Lisa's mom saw them play together for the first time on Saturday and said the same thing. Its like they knew each other before.They have always been like that . Its pretty amazing.Anyway I've rambled long enough. Til later my friends......

Friday, July 27, 2007

The Wiggles

Skylar is in love with these Aussie bastards.I know all the words to there songs. What a proud proud moment in my life.No but seriously their songs are kinda catchy.She is starting to know the choreography to the song that says"rock a bye your bear, bear is now asleep shh-shh-shh" Its the cutest thing I have ever had the pleasure of seeing.We also have the CD of the Wiggles in the car. She points to the radio and says wiggle wiggle. How can I resist but to play it for her?

She sat on the couch this morning, points to the TV and says Wiggle. My little baby is becoming a person. She knows what she wants and how to say it. Oh my God !!!!!!I am soooo sad and proud at the same time. I can't wait to see what she does next. Everyday is an adventure. I am completely consumed by her.I never thought motherhood was like that , thank you God for letting me know this, have these feelings, thank you for letting me be Skylar's mom.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Lazy Enjoyable Day

We or rather I decided today should be LAZY day. I don't know why. We played with fake food, she served me gobbee (coffee) then layed on the floor with LuLu for what seemed like forever.I love lazy days. I need to get mt niece her birthday present but nothin like waiting to the last minute.what a boring blog.

Friday, July 20, 2007

My Skylar

Skylar Francis is my baby girl. She is almost 22 months old. I am amazed everyday by her, "the little sponge" soaks everything in. I had no idea being a mother would be so fulfilling. She makes me feel whole. She can be a sweet little love bug one minute and up to no good the next. I can be mad at her for not listening and 2 seconds later she's making me laugh. Right now she loves hiding behind her hands and says your name over and over and over until you say ,"Oh My Gosh ,where did Skylar go?"I HATE this game I really do. I am so sick of it but at the same time when she does it and I try not to participate, I can't help myself . She's too damn cute.